sinking

allowing
your mind to drift
the thoughts to form
out of the formless void
meaning crystallizes

afloat
on a stormy ocean
without control
the waves take you up
then down, then turn you over

sinking
deep down, the waters quiet,
you move through it
away from the light
gravity, love of the material world

further
you watch your body
slide deeper into the darkness
but what do you care,
it's just another Newtonian body

somewhere
in some forgotten corner,
of the godforsaken
cauliflower shaped
abstract universe

consciousness,
the unacknowledged mother
lays raped by logic
like an unrespected whore
a mere side product of material processes
 
and it is there that your sinking take you
the illuminated pearl on the sea floor
and when you take it to the surface

people tell you it's a nice poem.